Deepest Fear . . .

What’s an Author’s deepest fear?

Fear of writing a bad story? Fear that people won’t like the manuscript? Fear of losing ideas or momentum?

Simply, could it be fear of expressing your thoughts and exposing your subconscious?

What is going in the Author’s mind when they write?

I’ve got a movie in my head driving me to write and wonder all the time about the creative process.

I admit it.

I love my stories, even the ones that I have written outlines for on the back burner of a melting pot mind and computer . . . ALL DIFFERENT!

I’ve got a deep fear that I’m off the rails because my characters and story burn in my gut until I type it.

Right now, I’m working on Conundrum the sixth novel in The Light-Bearer Series, and re-editing Charmeine, Mactus, and Accendo.

PDMI Publishing will soon be releasing the fourth novel, Seditious!  For more thrills, Ransom is coming in 2015.

My stories are ramblings of an intensely romantic and crazy mind. Can an Angelic Light-Bearer and Hellish Blood-Hunter who are total opposites, save the world with their love and acceptance?

When I began writing with Charmeine, I purposely wrote a ton of back-story in the beginning of it because I wanted to show how in the world these two really opposites could ever attract. They learn how to survive on their own but Tabbruis and Charmeine both know something is missing. Something is not right. They yearn for their mate but cannot even imagine anyone who could be for them.

I love my hero, Tabbruis Hunter, King of the Blood-Hunters. He is the perfect male. . . hubba, hubba. Tabbruis is a gorgeous goof – kind of inept… but loves Charrmeine dearly with all his heart. He’s an inhuman character with human frailties and flaws.

Charmeine Hunter, (aka Charleen), Queen of the Light-Bearers, is a spunky, plain speaking, wacky, and immensely accepting Angel. She’s talented and beautiful, but also with a depth of love which pours out of her heart.

My genre of Paranormal Romance with Vampires and Angles tends to not to follow the lore. The Light-Bearer Series is diverse and complicated. It engulfs many genres.

I don’t know what I could compare the series to, because I have never seen my kind of books before. It’s got dark and light characters in it with very human attributes.So human, that you get carried away and see the possibilities of a castle in Romania which has a loving family battling Evil. They make bad jokes and tease each other. However, the family at the Castle Charmeine are loving, humble, accepting, beautiful, and strong.

Most of my characters have gone through Earth’s history, and it is so interesting listening to their eye-witness encounters.

I’m amazed the way this family has grown on me! On us, my readers! The fact that the characters are so human in their in-humanness, make the books relatable.

What’s my deepest fear?

I’m worried I won’t be able to write all the magical and wonderful ramblings I have in my head.

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I chose this song because this is what the stories in my mind do . . .

They chase me until I write them!

(Plus . . .  I love the Beatles)

Lots of love, Emily